Getting old(er) sucks. But it's also liberating.

Another year gone, another birthday celebrated, albeit more sedately than in years past. Funny, I don’t feel much older—mentally, at least. But I know I’ve crossed into the “crypt keeper” stage because of one thing—time is no longer something I can count on. In fact, it’s whizzing by so fast I have to run to chase it. I don’t think I can catch up.


Christmas without a loved one



At this time of year people turn their attention to holidays, sacred and otherwise. They gather close their family and friends to celebrate with them. It’s a good time to appreciate the connections that make life meaningful and deep. It’s a good time to take stock of life’s priorities. And it’s a good time to reaffirm the truth of all human existence—that love, in all its forms, is what makes our world go round.

I dream of beach days

Dreaming of beach days- photo by Jade Moon

The memories I have are like nuggets of gold-- the crunch of sand, hot and gritty between my toes; the caress of ocean waves warmed by the sun. Most of all, the strength of my father as he carried me on smooth, broad shoulders and walked into the sea-- deeper, deeper until he was almost fully submerged. He lowered me into the water even as I clung to him like an opihi, weightless and warm and loved.